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Hetalia Fic!

Title: Introspection of a Hero
Character(s) or Pairing(s):
Alfred F. Jones/America
Word Count:  963
None, except maybe some patriotism and egotism. (It IS America after all. And he has a big head :D )
Summary: America knew what the other nations thought of him. They told him often enough. He was loud. Obnoxious. America had a hero-complex and spent too much time sticking his nose in where it didn’t belong.

A/N: This is an introspective piece on America and his thoughts on what the rest of the nations think of him. The reason I wrote this was not to upset anyone or try and justify his behavior. It's simply because I'm an rper by heart and wanted to see if I could delve beneath the layers of Alfred's actions, while keeping him in character. I thought I would share here and hope everyone likes it. I definitely tried not to let it sound like he was being overbearing. If someone is offended, please let me know. I totally did not mean to be that way. I hope you like it! I'm not usually a writer and actually am pretty nervous about putting my stuff out there. So, Without further ado.. Here goes nothing!

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I'm NOT Dead!! Betcha thought maybe I was...

For those of you who don't know.. I'm not dead. I'm still alive. I've just had a very rough year and a half. To sum it all up, it's been all crap. Here's a quick run down on everything.

1. Justin was laid off.. TWICE!

2. I still can't find a job.

3. We lost the house we were trying to buy. And we're still struggling just to pay bills.

4. I have a strange, rare disease called Cushing's Disease. Apparently, I've had it forever and no one ever knew before now except for all the physical symptoms.. like being FAT. Having red splotches and various other things. Stupid doctors.

Well, even with all the crap I've dealt with, I should have at least kept up posting now and then. I'm sorry guys. I'm going to try and be better about it. no promises. I suck at it. If anyone wants to talk to me, I'm always on my AIM. Send me a message. ^_^

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My Daily activities...

So.. I was talking to justsonya and mentioning that my baby niece Samantha had an accident with her ravioli's today. Somehow.. she ended up with them in her nose and even down her back. LOL Don't ask me how.. but she did. Sonya said I should have taken a pic.  But, sadly, the only one I have of Scooter is s218.photobucket.com/albums/cc190/Aislynn76/
This pic was taking with my webcam earlier when she decided to play peek a boo with the baby she saw on the screen. =D Isn't she the cutest thing?

Hell hath frozen over!

I'm dying.. LMAO!! We had a SNOWSTORM this morning.. It's crazy! Eight inches of snow in a place that only gets slush once every seven years. It's was horrifying. No lights, couldn't drive... Craziness. This has been a very strange year with much weird weather. LOL

Evacuating for Hurricane Gustav

So.. I live in Southeast Louisiana. And I didn't evacuate for Hurricane Katrina. Well... when I saw this HUGE storm barreling down on us again,.. I chose to pack up my terminally ill mother and niece and two cousin and deciding to drive up to Jackson, Ms. Well.. Let's see if I can explain this properly..

We get up and pack up the car and hit the interstate for what should be a two hour drive at most. Three hours later... in a DEAD crawl... only half way to our destination.. the BRAKES GO OUT ON THE CAR!

So here I am.. in bumper to bumper traffic... no brakes. None. driving five miles an hour on the shoulder of the road to the nearest exit another ten miles down the interstate.

Thankfully my brother in law was able to get around the contraflow to come and get us. After about 6 hours, we made it..

I miss my husband. I'm not on good terms with my sister and I am miserable..

The things making me mad the most.. all that traffic today was the state police of Mississippi not allowing the flow of traffic to go over 15 miles an hour. They wanted to control the influx of evacuees.. I wonder if my car had still torn up if I didn't have stop and go for THREE FUCKING HOURS!!

Someone save me from my life.. please.
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 I haven't posted in a while. Mostly, I've had nothing to say. But, lately I feel as if... I'm not really wanted. If that makes sense. Maybe, it's just me being silly. Maybe, I just need to be away for awhile. But, honestly.. I feel really hurt right now and I don't even know how to tell people. 

I'm tired of people making judgments about my life, when they have nothing to do with it.  I go to work.. I pay my dues.. I owe NO ONE an explanation of my time. 

On the other hand.. if people don't really want to talk to me, I could get off and try and spend more time in real life. 

Just ignore this.. I'm being whiny and emo. Sorry.
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Find Out Which Disney Girl You Are!
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You scored as Mulan

A free spirit, a beautiful soul, all things that most people would tag on a lovely girly girl - but you're more boy than anything! Sometimes you're considered a 'nerd' or 'dork', but that just comes with the package - you even embrace your inner nerd. Go you!

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And also, because apparently I missed the bandwagon: If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want -- good or bad. When you're finished,post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.


Completely angry...>


THIS is absolutely horrible.. I don't even know where to begin. Just when I though being fat in this country couldn't make you even lower.. they do stupid things like this.


It won't pass. It violates too many rights. But, this just goes to point out that the people in this country being put down the most is overweight people. I'm not trying to demean anyone's suffering.. but, this is ridiculous. I am not fat because I eat like a pig at a feeding trough. I'm fat because of a genetic disorder. I am working on it. Eating at restaurants is hard enough. People staring at you. God forbid you go to a BUFFET! But, to deny service based o weight is despicable. I'm just livid that this stupidity even exists. Sorry for the rant.. I just had to get it off my chest.

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Okay! This was fun.. I totally stole it from ecoerrante. Whom~ I adore. *tease* It was fun to take and I'm interested to see if everyone take on me is the same as my own!

Play with me!! XDDD
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